sometimes..

Sometimes I wish I was blind,

So I could only see the inner beauty of others.

Sometimes I wish I couldn't speak,

Because ever so often I speak without thinking it through.

Sometimes I wish I couldn't hear,

As gossip and profanity have desensitized my very being.

Sometimes I wish I couldn't walk,

For maybe only then I'd use my freedom more wisely.

Sometimes I wish I wasn't loved,

For love can make me selfish and ungrateful,

Sometimes I wish I didn't have knowledge,

Because I don't want to be arrogant and self-righteous

(taken from a website which I couldn't recall)

but Allah give me everything. He believes me. He trust me. that i will appreciate whatever that He has given to me. and I'm nothing. everything belong to Him and I humbly nothing.  I am today because He made it to me.